Bobby Brown was on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show", explaining why he chose to go on with a New Edition gig after finding out about Whitney Houston's death in February.
Bobby said: "Of course I tried to get a flight to Los Angeles, I tried to rent a jet. But it was impossible. We are performers. That's what we did. That's what we do. She would want the best for me."
Bobby told Ellen the thing he'll miss about his ex-wife is her voice.
He said: "We get to hear it every day, but just to see her sing was amazing. Because where she came from with it was amazing. That's what I'm going to miss."